When you grow up you'll realize that everyone you were using... was really just using you. And when you come to that point, I'll still be here., waiting
i won't be where you left me but somewhere better and it's up to you in the future to meet me at where we were supposed to be in the past
and i know the tears will flow, and our hearts will ache and our minds will question and the light will show us
things we missed when we grew up children's games and angels playthings
but until then I've lost you in the blackness and I'll never find you again until then you are a memory that never happened. and the person i used to love never existed and the girl you knew was only a mirage and the laughs we shared were cries of desperation and the tears we shed mere pleas for forgiveness
and i watch as the fire consumes you as it swallows you whole and leaves me with ashes and i fall as the wind carries the remains of memories shared and hope and pray the only time she ever prayed for you to come back home
i lost you once, but losing him again...
but I'm smarter then that and I'm stronger then her and as the fire took you away it brought me back with one last smile before i let you fade away because i let you pretend to be my dream but what is a dream if nothing more then a pleasant nightmare and you aren't in my nightmares anymore she screams at the moon with one final tear.
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