Intersection.

Somehow I've found myself here
For possibly the first time of my life,
I want, more than I need.
I crave, and can taste
something that is just beyond my reach.

How is that that I can want
something that I've never wanted
and not want something that I want
want and not want or want and want.
And to not know what any of it means.

My logical being is at war with my emotional being.
But my brain might just have what it wants
The word satisfaction comes to mind.
Only better than satisfaction.
But admitting that,

Admitting that makes me weak.